It’s been a long time since my last post. Honestly, I didn’t realise how long it had actually been. Part of me was avoiding it—avoiding too many sad posts, too much raw emotion. But does that really matter? These blogs were meant to help me process what’s happening in my life, even when that’s been…
I’ve been meaning to do another post for a while but time has flown by and it seems putting what’s in my head into physical words just hasn’t felt possible. A little health update is needed i suppose. For me, I guess I’ve avoided this one. Since writing everything down has been my way of…
It’s been a few weeks since my last post (lots of updates incoming so watch this space!) – this one is a little different but something that’s on been on my mind for a while. Something I’m faced with every time I’m out in public and something I need to talk about. Living with medical…
I’m writing this post with a smile on my face, a stark contrast to the emotions I was feeling in my last entry. My health has always been unpredictable, but recently, I’ve been experiencing a different kind of exhaustion—one born out of joy and activity rather than setbacks. The gap in my entries isn’t due…
After my last post, I had told myself that things were looking up. Maybe I was on the path to recovery. This was the hope I needed to keep fighting. This was the sign that things were getting better… or so I thought. That light at the end of the tunnel turned out to be…
As I write this post, I’m smiling genuinely for the first time for the entirety of this entry. Although I’m still facing challenges, my head is in a better place, and I’m seizing the good moments whenever I can. Despite feeling exhausted, I managed to get out more this week. After work, I went out…
In the time since my previous post, I’ve found myself struggling with the challenges of each passing day. While I strive to maintain a positive tone in my writing, the truth is, not every week brings brightness. Some weeks are simply tough, and that was definitely something I had to deal with in my last…
I wish I could start this post by highlighting the positives of the past week, but I promised myself these posts would be completely honest. This urges me to admit it has been a very hard week. Actually, I think it’s one of the hardest I’ve faced for a while Navigating my life with a…
This past week has been a whirlwind of emotions and experiences, reflective of the unpredictable journey I’m on. Sometimes, it feels like I’m writing entries in a personal journal (which is actually my intentionfor these posts), as I put my thoughts down into my notes on my phone at 2am when my pain is at…
As someone who is often branded as the “positive” or “strong” one among my friends and family, I’ve received numerous comments about my seemingly boundless resilience. “I don’t know how you do it,” or “I can’t imagine what you go through.” But here’s the truth: sometimes, I don’t know how I manage either. This week…