Welcome to Mind Over Fog

Hello! I’m Lottie. It feels strange introducing myself to my own personal post but here it goes…

This space, my digital canvas, is where I’ve chosen to share the current path of my journey. One that’s been intricately entangled with myalgic encephalomyelitis, epilepsy, inflammatory bowel disease and most recently, fibromyalgia. Along with a little mix of mental exhaustion and anxiety that have tagged along for this ride. It’s been quite the expedition, marked by numerous struggles, both visible and those waged in silence.

But let me be clear: while my health is a significant chapter of my story, it’s not the entirety of it. I am not defined by my conditions. Once upon a time, my days were filled with boxing, the joy of long walks out in the fresh air, and a goal of completing the half marathon I was training for. I thrived on movement, my own independence and just being outside. Until, of course, my life ushered in this new changed reality. Yet, despite this seismic shift, the essence of who I am remains untouched.

At heart, I’m still the Lottie who can’t get enough of true crime documentaries, who loses herself in the pages of books, and cherishes moments with loved ones. My complete obsession with penguins hasn’t wavered, my competitiveness for board games remains stronger than ever (my family still refuse to play monopoly with me ever again) and my love for photography continues to colour my perspective. My conditions have imposed limits, but they’ve also magnified my appreciation for the things I can do and the moments I can enjoy.

This blog is more than a collection of my thoughts; it almost stands as a declaration for myself of my own fortitude. A hope chest where I can store reminders of my strength and reflect on my growth for the days when darkness looms a little too close. It’s a narrative of love, loss, struggle, and the sheer will to keep moving forward, no matter the pace.

It’s about finding beauty in the battle, understanding the damage, and always, always holding onto the essence of who I am.

Here’s to embracing the full spectrum of our stories, with all their shadows and light. To celebrating the victories, mourning the losses, and embracing the lessons along the way. Here’s to the road ahead!